8 Weeks In

How your baby's growing:

New this week: Webbed fingers and toes are poking out from your baby's hands and feet, his eyelids practically cover his eyes, breathing tubes extend from his throat to the branches of his developing lungs, and his "tail" is just about gone. In his brain, nerve cells are branching out to connect with one another, forming primitive neural pathways. You may be daydreaming about your baby as one sex or the other, but the external genitals still haven't developed enough to reveal whether you're having a boy or a girl. Either way, your baby — about the size of a kidney bean — is constantly moving and shifting, though you still can't feel it.

So, I am getting really excited...however I don't really "feel pregnant" now. My morning sickness is getting better and I seem to have a little more energy. I worry that something is wrong all of the time. I can't wait to get back to the doctor to make sure. I am a little paranoid I guess, lol. I have read every pregnancy book I can get my hands on and read everything on the internet. You would think this is my first rodeo....but I should be a pro at this by now. Kyle is losing his mind already...I am so moody and ill and I take it out on him. He tries so hard to keep me happy...it's a little sad. I feel bad but I can't control these crazy emotions. I feel like the exorcist takes over my body and I have no control of the stuff that spews from my mouth. Somedays I even think my head is gonna do the whole 360 degree thing. My cravings for Sonic chili cheese fries is becoming uncontrollable. I have them for breakfast, lunch, and supper...lol!! Just finished off an order about 30minutes ago. Yeah, I'm on a roll...a roll to about a 60lb weight gain. I have decided as soon as its warm enough outside I'm gonna start walking so at least I have some good intentions. Well I must pull myself from the couch and take these pjs off. I need to at least TRY to do something productive today. So goodbye friends. Have a wonderful day....Peace Love Daises!!